you can’t just say things like you used to be like that, because you still are. you’re probably the most loyal person i know, and you’re still outgoing and i know you try to talk to the shy kids and make them feel comfortable and you’re insane and stupid and crazy with me and don’t you dare say you’re not kind because you’re the only person that understands me, and you’re the only one who tries to comfort me, and you’re kind of breaking my heart right now because you don’t deserve to think that about yourself okay you’re amazing and you should know that you don’t deserve to think that you’re not crazy and loud and kind and loyal because you fucking are
and if that annoyance causes them to lose someone like you as a friend, then fuck them because honestly i don’t see how anyone could let you out of their life, even if they get annoyed at you. hell, i get annoyed at you. you get annoyed at me. but i can’t picture myself without you in my life and that sounds lame but it’s true.
you have to be relient on people, kayla, we all do. and please don’t think i’ll ever leave you. and i know that probably doesn’t hold much weight with everything right now but i swear i won’t. no matter how annoyed i get, because i fucking love you, okay? i really do.